stupid bs: still not finished
Alright well, i couldn't do it. I couldn't finish the artwork for Stupid BS last weekend and i still haven't uploaded it. I did sit down for a little bit this week and considered how to improve and wrap up the art, but to actually work on it, I have yet to do.
I feel like I'm being drowned or stranded in the ocean and pushed away by the restless water, making me unable to float or reach the surface. every week I don't complete this is like im getting further and further away from shore. honestly, things have been all so messed up in general. barely get any time at home to do anything for myself or my creative stuff.
this is just a familiar struggle in a new setting. i've gone through this many times before. the only way i can resolve this chaos is by creating some order.
I spend the little time i do get to myself working on things like drawing and practicing my digital art. but i've been kinda distant from anything music related. this whole stupid bs album is clogging up my creative flow and i just gotta let it out. thats probably the first step.
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