should i make some bonus tracks? (Late Post 😬)
I finally started my new job this week. I haven't really had time to sit and work on anything creative though. Theres so much to learn. I come home in the afternoon and just wanna get some quiet time and rest.
Honestly though, it's not so bad. It's only been the first week but I can see myself getting used to the lifestyle change with the new job and doing creative m0suli stuff afterwards.
This week I really wanted to wrap up on 'STUPID BS', get the artwork made and some bonus tracks complete, but I just couldn't sit and work on anything for the life of me. I finished the 8 main tracks of the album with the version 1 mix done. I tried getting to at least producing the bonus track beats I had some drafts of, but I just didn't feel like sitting and finalizing them.
Trying to make extra songs for this album just makes me realize how much I utterly hated working through this project. I don't hate the music, but looking back, this project was made in some of the worst times of my life. I really don't feel like I have it in me to make more songs in that same emotional register right now. I highkenuinely don't feel depressed and disappointed enough to make more STUPID BULLSHIT songs for this project. I considered just leaving the bonus tracks off and dropping the project as is. I don't even know why I want to make more songs for this shitty stupid album anyways... I feel too happy and optimistic right now so it wouldn't even make sense.
Tbh i dont know, I think its because I'm so committed to the vision and just want to finish strong with some bonus tracks. It would be cool to make them and have a few more songs, but who cares really. I'm conflicted as to what I should do, for the sake of the art...
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