Am I a bot? Is it over?? :(
Tags: job interview blog life slow
this past week has been slow aff. I just been so anxious waiting to hear back from this job interview I went to last week. I'm pretty optimistic but the waiting is just so drainin. im feelin really stuck and haven't been able to focus much on anything. I've just been watching a lot of YouTube, XXX, and scrolling IG all day. I haven't gotten much progress made on this website and making music. I just chopped and looped a little sample but thats it. things have been extremely boring. I'm just watching videos about stuff i wanna buy like a PSP, retro video camera, better equipment, etc. I don't know man it's just been real overwhelming. I'm feelin excited and ready to start making money but also nervous. A lot of my time has just been on distracting myself and waiting to go to sleep hoping that I'll hear something back tomorrow. Ahhh... whatever, im just gonna have to wait.
does waiting for this job make me a bot though? I'm excited to get some income to be able to invest in new gear, new mic, new stuff, save up, make music videos, invest in promo, etc. I'm determined not to let this job take over my life though (ironically enough). I gotta stay focused on the stuff that matters, like creating art.