a slow week that went by too fast.

Apr 10, 2026

Can't believe it's already Friday again. Wow. I really didn't get much done in terms of music or work on this website. I started going back to the gym again. It's been wasting so much of my time though, I really need to make my health routine more efficient. Or more "streamlined" as the kids like to say... Anyways, I'm in the middle of writing this new song, but I'm not feeling too confident about it at the moment. I may just start again from scratch. The beat is alright, it reminds me of Ghost of Soulja Slim by Jay Electronica and Jay Z. I've really been meaning to work more on this website this week, but have been so caught up with other bullshit like exercise, sleeping early, and learning computer networking.

I think I'm going back to where I was at last month, trying desperately to fill up my time with stupid habits and things I'm not very interested in but feel an obligation towards. And it's probably leaking into my music and the time I get to spend on web development. I'm still waiting to hear from this job thing from two weeks ago but still no response. That is probably another thing that has been killing my motivation and focus; the anxiety of waiting to hear back. It's been a rough time, but I guess I'm at least trying to do something in the meantime.

Last weekend, I picked up this graphic novel from the library called "Channel Zero" about some hacker lady who does an illegal broadcast in a post social fallout America. It's pretty cool and the art style is dope. I'm enjoying it.

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